An ideal world...

In an ideal world
Adults eat for free
We've never heard of Donald Trump
Who the hell is he?
The news is full of goodness
The reader tinged with glee
The sun is always shining
And I never need a wee...
Chocolate bars are healthy
And the doc sais fill your boots
Wine is fine
The park's never dark
And car is banned that toots...
Bullies just don't bully
We're all kind and lend a hand
The Darla Lama runs the world
And love grows out the land...
Christmas Eve is once a month
Each Monday is a bank
The moon is so much bigger
And the rhyme with bank too frank...
Your pay is always tripled
And your shoppings always cheap
The one you love loves you
So much it almost makes you weep...
Life is long but short as well
Always think, well what the hell
Do the stuff you want to do
Create your ideal world.

Braking up...

Neither wins
Your in the storm
The love you shared
Nows not the norm
Nasty, bitter taste to suck
Try to not, but no such luck
Now the norm
Is tense and harsh
Sunny meadow changed to marsh
Sticky mud that's cold and grim
Pulls you down, pulls you in
The child you made
Must also wade
Wellies on
We need a song
To cheer us up
And do our best
To like it in the mud.

I need...

I Need you close
I Need you here
Need your whispers
In my ear
Soft and gently
Calm and low
Need to feel
That lovely glow
Need your face
Close to mine
Need our tongues
To entwine
Need your fingers everywhere
Need your tongue everywhere
Need your cock inside of me
Deeper, deeper in my sea
Of love for you.

The shopping center

The shopping center drives me mad
Nasty light and full of sad
Stuffed with things they make you think
You need, you don't, you only sink
Into debt, you can't afford
The most of it, you'll only horde
We have the things we need, and more
It costs a bomb so just ignore
The urge to buy unless you need
I bet you really don't...

Hot feet...

Cold feet
Hot feet
In feet out
Want you now
Now I don't
Yes I do...
Not a clue
Stuck like glue
Worlds apart
Closer than
Head is in a spin...

Stop now...

Think about
Doing nowt
Stopping everything...
Thoughts and deeds
Planting seeds
Washing up
Tea of cup
Not just now
Learn how
To stop.
Ten minutes a day...

My jewel and I...

My jewel and I
Have met a guy
Oh my...
He make us laugh
And cock au van
Makes us want
To be his plan
Fluffy head
And fluffy face
Fluffy body found it's place
With us.
Lying bare
Without a care
Swapping thoughts and tales
Kissing softly first, then hard
Urgency prevails.
My jewel is ripe
And wants to play
Our guy is here
Hip hip hurray
We always love that so.

Early morning trauma

Not a great night sleep, keep having reoccurring dream I'm lost somewhere like London...been having it for years...maybe I am lost...anyway was woken by a bang, then screaming...something is terribly wrong with me type screaming....within second my son is in my room, hearing it too, scared...we call 999 for help, they say they will come soon as with an ambulance...hope he's ok.

viciously vicious day...

finally flopped into bed...been a busy day, as usual...went to slimmer's world to loose the stone I gained, God knows when...must have crept on when I wasn't looking...the PMT is through the roof...everything is pissing me off, or making me want to sob...deep joy...can't even take solise in chocolate anymore...got the tiny bowl of cardboardy branflakes and ton of fruit to look forward to in the morning, then a nice grueling day at work...my boyfriend wasn't that supportive, never is when it comes to emotional stuff, men don't do that...my back is hurting too...oh, I did manage to change the bed so nice clean linen...thank God for small mercies...my twelve year  is still awake, worrying about his homework, should have been asleep hours ago...that's nice for the stress and pissed offness...sleep tight.